Homecoming

We are back in the sanctity of our home and the healing continues. The hospital felt like a very safe place for us during those first fragile days; the doctors and nurses were unbelievably gracious. We were able to spend intimate time with our immediate family and with each other.

Since sending out the news of AJ's passing we have received countless e-mail messages, cards, bouquets of flowers, and various care packages. We feel blessed to have so many people that care about us!!! Thank you, thank you, thank you. Many of you have written that you wish you could do more ... or that words seem so meaningless at a time like this. It sure can be frustrating when someone you care about is struggling and there doesn't seem to be anything you can do to fix it ... or even just make it a little better for awhile. But ... from our perspective ... receiving a note from someone we love does make a difference - regardless of the words contained within. We feel as if we have an army of people around us thinking about us and praying for us ... never in our lives have we felt so supported ... and so loved. Your words have brought us peace and courage.

We will be reaching out to you in the days, weeks, and months ahead. We hope you understand if it takes us some time to get back to you. There will be days that we just need to grieve in the solitude of our own home. Other days we will not hesitate to ask for a shoulder to cry on - trust us! We are really looking forward to spending some quality time with everyone and to get all the hugs you have been so eager to give. We know it is difficult to be patient ... but in due time we will be ready. Thank you for understanding our need to grieve in our own way. We love you all so very much!!!

There is grief, but there is an unwavering sense of gratitude. It feels good to be home again.